The last week has been a blur.
Friday-helped mom finish sister’s birthday shopping. Cooked parents dinner at sister’s house. Made her GF magic bar cupcakes.
Saturday-relay race. I got severely dehydrated and ran pretty dang slow. Then stupid me didn’t drink up until 2 pm. Went out for sister’s birthday.
Sunday-my shoulders were so sore I couldn’t move, guessing it was from my dehydration. I went to the gym but couldn’t do much of anything.
Monday-Wednesday-blur. Work was super busy. I tried to run Tuesday but only had time for 2 miles, which was brutal. Started getting in a funk this morning and I can see it lasting for the next week. I keep fighting it, but can’t shake it. My heart is hurting pretty badly right now. I know how to make it better, but I don’t see that happening. That hurts even more. I want to magically fix everything and to live happily (most of the time) ever after. I want my fairy tale damn it!
Never heard back from Dr. L, which makes me sad. I have no idea what to do now. I can’t wait 2 more months to see him and keep buying stuff that may not be helping me. May be trying my mom’s Dr. in SA soon.
I am probably not renewing my domain in a few weeks, so it may be back to https://melissadishes.wordpress.com. Will keep you posted.