I am not going to lie, there isn’t much I like about today.
I woke up tired. I had tears. The hotel didn’t have the awesome fruit today for breakfast. I went to work. More tears. Work got out late, so I postponed lunch. That didn’t bother me near as much as having to say goodbye. Apparently this time I cried throughout the day instead of just when I was leaving town. No, I am not moody and pregnant, this is my normal when I have to leave ODB. I HATE it. It hurts me emotionally and it stresses me out.
I ended up getting lunch on the edge of town which sucked. Didn’t help that I already didn’t feel well, but the emotional distress did a number on me too. I still don’t feel great.
Got back in just enough time for horrible traffic, so I went to my office and worked some, even though I was dead tired. Came home to two hungry kitties with a mess to clean up, wilted plants, and empty bird feeders.
BBQ for dinner picked up for dinner and tomorrow’s lunch. A few less things to worry about.
DBT, which I have been waiting FOREVER for is tonight. I am WAY too tired to drive myself downtown and back. This is heartbreaking to me. I wish I had a ride down there, because I would still go and just be tired. Its the driving back tired that I cannot do.
But I have 2 happy kitties now, my house is still in 1 piece, and I am just as loved as I was 7 hours ago.